Thursday, April 12, 2007

Forgiveness

The thing about forgiving people is it doesn't really do much good for the forgiver, does it? People come to me with things they say they're sorry for, and I forgive them. And then of course, THEY walk away happily, all forgiven, but I'M left with the burden of whatever they told me! Why do I get all the friggin burdons? I'm very angry and I'm very sad.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I don't know if this still connects to your e-mail, and yes it is 5 years after this happened, but I'm going through something so similar right now. I even started a blog after my first break-up with my ex. He was my first love. We dated for 6 months, broke up, then got back together 5 months later. We lasted over a year this time but we broke up one month ago. Unfortunately I have to work with him and see him 40 hours a week at our restaurant. I'm so broken. I miss him so much. I want him back so badly, but it's so evident that he doesn't miss me at all. Thank you so much for posting about your struggles. Sometimes I feel all alone, but it is an amazing moment when you realize that someone somewhere else is experiencing the same emotions. I hope you are in love and happy now. Hopefully one day I'll get there too.

-Alison