one week

It's been eight days now, in a few hours it will be exactly one week since I last saw him, and he told me "I'm not in love". Are things going better? Yup. Materially they are. I'm getting out of bed and socialicing and working and all, and everybody tells me I seem to be so okay and that I'll have no trouble getting through this.

The ground mood in me does not seem to be changing, though. All I want is for him to contact me. To say that now that he's been alone he misses me and wants to try again. The chances of this actually happening are something like half a promilla. How can he not miss what we had? How can he not miss that intimacy and confidence?

Well, off to work.